F*** You!

I'm being hypocritical using those asterisks!
I mean I abuse a lot.
Surpassing levels of what is considered an acceptable level of abuses for a girl.
Like take this example-
I have an examination on Physics tomorrow. In the vicinity of my neighborhood, some guy, some where is getting married.
Indians & Marriages = Food, Clothes, Bling & an annoying cacophony for the non-participant.
So yes there was a typical band baja wala.
Playing numbers which I (ordinarily) would have gyrated to without a thought. But then Physics - my bitch.
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So in a case of 'grapes are sour' I started abusing. Cussing loudly in my room.
'F*** you motherf*****'

(I don't want to contaminate my blog with the real deal! :P)

And I realised it was a cathartic reaction, I was feeling blissful after doing this even though the music hadn't stopped!

Now this is what conclusion I came to, as humans we should cuss. Scream, abuse, yell.
Screw you!
It helps, in a massive way!

A study had proven that people who cuss everytime they stub their toe are in less pain after doing so in comparison to the ones who didn't do so.

So message for the week-
Next time you stub your toe, yell out-
'You cheap, whore-house resident d***head'!
Heck your neighbor pissed you off?
Your ex boyfriend can't get over you?
Let it out!!!

For f**k's sake. Abuse.

Good Morning Wali Auntyji!

Which realms of darkness has selflessness faded into?
Or is it just that one is so involved in self that thinking away (less) from yourself seems like a rabid concept?
My personal belief of how you need to walk over people in this "cash-bling-more cash-more bling" world tends to get contradicted.
Contradicted by what I see.

Contradicted by Good Morning Wali Auntyji.

Well that does sound weird but yes I've re-christened my bus supervisor with that title.

This lady replaced our original bus supervisor.
The original one was a creep. Like really!
At 6 in the morning, she used to stare at every individual in the bus with an unfathomable expression and to this day I swear it scared me.
Like freaked me out.
She gave me negative vibes. Really polluted ones.
(Again maybe it was just a matter of perception. But yet.)

Now anyway coming back to Good Morning Wali Auntyji, on her first Monday morning, as I entered the bus, she said something which sounded like good morning. But given the fact that nobody has done that ever before I just dismissed that as my brain having over-exerted.
And then another child got in and she did say the damned words after all!

This "Good Morning" practice went on and she hasn't stopped yet!
I'm just curious to see will it last while she lasts?

This is what set me thinking, about selflessness.
Her job profile nowhere covered that she had to wish children in the morning, all she is getting paid for is sitting on a seat & supervising the children.
Some don't wish her back, some give her a confused look, some do wish her back, but none of that deters her.
It's like a small greeting such as a Good Morning with a smile, first thing in the morning, does make you happy, not so significantly but it's a positive start nevertheless.

I guess I've reached the answer to my question then; No selflessness hasn't faded into the realms of darkness,  there just isn't enough light shining over it. :)