It was an unusual obsession,
Something you wouldn't realise till it was pointed out.
Her bun.
Her locks were evasive, while they stayed in that bun.
Black, brown or orange.
No one ever found out.
It seemed fairly normal,
like a sweater made of yarn,
That her hair was never open,
but always in that bun.
"Damned bun!" He thought,
Dreamed each night of black molten lava pouring and gracing her shoulders, if she ever undid her bun.
Her reasons were misleading,
The sweltering heat, she said
But only she knew the bun was,
Where she hid her hurt instead.
The bun held all the stories, she hadn't spoken about.
The bun held all the fury, she had never let out.
The bun held all the pain, that peirced through her pores.
The bun held all the sorrows, that on her heart had left sores.
The bun held all the failed dreams, like pollen in a dandelion.
The fear of being found out, the fear of being discovered
And her hair never left the bun.
And then one day she thought, she could undo the bun for him,
Facing him she stood, gathering all her courage,
Closed her eyes because this,
Would feel like pulling a molar out with callipers without any anaesthesia.
She felt something loosen, a wall break down,
The dam had been broken & the water came swirling out.
But her hands hadn't moved, hadn't even touched the bun;
Aghast,
She opened her eyes and saw the satisfaction written on his visage.
He had only tugged at the stick holding her bun.
Heyy Sexy lady on the blog! ;)
ReplyDeleteYou write amazingly well, other than that, who was he that had such an impact on you? it's confusing after reading your other posts.
ReplyDeleteThe ones labeled with "thatguy" or "that guy :)" are about/derived from my relationship with my main man, the rest is past experiences or fiction.
ReplyDeleteGlad you like the writing! :)
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome!
ReplyDeleteYou know, it's damn funny as a reader that you address your main man "that guy" and the other guy as "he".
No offence though, just saying!
I guess you should read clearly, this post is labeled under "that guy." I've had to use he, instead of that guy because it would be really abnormal to use the latter in prose.
Deletesorry! beginner problems!
ReplyDeleteNo problem! :)
DeleteWhy are you still being anonymous though?